Selamat hari bapa

19Jun tarikh keramat yg diberi, kesana kesini berkejaran aku berlari, sampai tgh update blog nie pun tgh tak betui lagi nak berdiri, tapi melihat senyummu nikmat di hati tidaklah terperi :)

Bila di dalam kau tidak berupa, di luar pula kau disambut bapa, sungguh teruja hinggakan aku tersenyum entah untuk kali yg keberapa, namun sayu dihati tetap jua datang menyapa, bila kurasakan akan indahnya bergelar bapa di hari bapa bapa sekalian menyambut hari bapa, eh..brapa punya bapa daaa :)

Namamu indah orked eirdina, hadirmu dalam hidup kami membuatkan kami rasa sempurna, ayu wajahmu lembut kulitmu sentiasa ku ingat walau dimana, bagiku kau seolah insan paling sempurna.

Semoga kau kuat utk kami anakku sayang, kami menanti utk membelaimu yg selalu terbayang, alang alang sayang buah kepayang, sayang lagi kami kepadamu orkedku sayang.

~welcome to this cruel world my daughter and do remember, be strong cause someday u will know, it's a nice day to be alive~

Menghitung hari..

Dalam kelam ku renung diri, menanti datangnya cahaya mentari, dalam waktu ku menghitung hari, menanti lahirnya sang bidadari, dalam hati teruja tidak terperi, nama orked eirdina sudah kuberi.

Jiwa resah tidak menentu, semua masalah menjadi satu, jgnlah diriku dibiarkan sampai naik buntu, kelak nanti aku jugak yg meracau tak tentu, harap dapatlah aku selesaikan satu persatu, segala masalah yg hadir dalam hidup manusia yg bernama aku sebegitu.

Ya Allah kau permudahkanlah segala urusanku, agar terlepas permasalahan yg sudah lama terbuku, jgn dibiarkan diriku terusan terusan menjadi kaku, gerakkanlah semangat dan juga tulang empat keratku, padaMu ku mohon bantulah aku, agar dapat menempuhi jalan yg penuh berliku.

Ayat kacau berakhir sudah, bukannya pantun bukannya madah, hidup ini memanglah tak mudah, tapi yg pasti ianya selalu indah.

Menyapu Sawang..

Bila sawang semakin menebal bukanlah tanda semakin bebal, tapi cuma hati rasa sebal yg kadangkala dirasakan semakin menebal. Apa itu sebal?

Hari yg dinanti semakin tiba, menabahkan hati itulah yg sering kucuba, kadangkala dihati menangis hiba, tapi yg pasti tidak mengalir dimata hamba.

Tak sampai sebulan beliau kan menjelma, memanggilku dedi sebagai nama, ingin ku tatap ku renung lama lama, semoga sayang dan kasih kita sentiasa bersama.

Nama yg indah sudah dipilih, menanti waktu tidak berdalih, di dalam perut slalu dikau berkalih, moga nanti dikau menjadi anak yg salih.

p/s - ah am a dedi wannabe.. sorry if my post is annoying..

CB 2011 part 2

no title..

In life, they gonnabe hard time and good time. And ah donno where ah stand. But one thing for sure, ah am quite miserable this lately. But ah donno why. Mebbe this is the very first time being dedi wannabe for real in the middle of 30's.

Am ah ready enuff? Am ah responsible enuff? Am ah going to be a good dedi and a good husband? Nah.. ah dont wanna think about it anymore. Just go on with me life.

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ah need a better job.. ah need to change my lifestyle.. sometimes ah just think that ah don't wanna be me anymore.. 

2011 Commercial Break part 1

Happy Nu Year..

Ah dont think it is too late to wish everyone a happy nu year.. And we just hope that this year will be better than the last..rite? But what we do and what kind of effort we put on it, will be the outcome of this year resolution.

The starting of 2011 is not quite good enuff for me while the baby in the belly is 4 months already. And expected to be delivered by the middle of June. Life is not about an instant result. Life is about to take risk on our journey, play safe will take u to nowhere. Eerrrr... ah dont mean not playin safe is doin sumthin illegal.  It just like u hav to take risk on wutcho doin in a better way. Push urself to the limit. And sumtimes ah just wonderin, can ah do that? And wut kind of reward would ah get?

Nahh..keep talkin will take me to nowhere. It's time to act, time to put away all the silly things. Mistake by mistake happen, but sometimes it is needed in life just to giv us an experience, to motivate ourself.  And dont forget to pray to the One. If u already do ur best but things not happen just like u want, do remember that the One is always with us.

And the good things happen in my life this year, ah am a dedi wannabe. :x  :x and it is always a nice day to be alive.