Commercial Break Part 2

this
this is just my mind
a way to keep time
clasping at straws
grabbing at branches

i was supposed to go and see my blind date tonight
but its full moon
and i can't feel the top of my head

i do not understand..

do you find people hate you now?
all those years ago you must have thought yourself invincible.
oh but hate takes too much effort.
i am sorry for us.

so sorry..


ps: credit to dead air space

Commercial Break Part 1

7 out of 10

could try harder

could do better, lacks correct motivation

my opinion?? (of course) he`s crackerjack (u know)

lacks motivation, full of own self importance

always shoothing his mouth off

tends to stray from the path

Not as good as that one there...

no not this one category..

sticker..list..position..

never was..

never will be again,

the only way is down,,

so now ambels around aimlessly...

casting around for that magic.. me

it is denied...

searches for own epitaph in graveyard.


ps : credit to dead air space.

Stuck!!!

Actually..i do hav plan today. To hang out with my friends to watch a movieTransformers. But then.. i sms him and call him but he's not yet wake up. So i just go to JPN to renew mykad cause the previous one is already broke into two. Then here i am. Sitting infront this pc surfing on internet, chatting and playing quiz on irc. Wutelse to do? Just like yesterday, im supposed to hav a blind date.. hehehe. But its not happen so i just stay here.. Im stuck!!!..

My next step is to open CIMB account and i wonder, where is the closest CIMB from my place? Yah.. i need to check it out after this. And listening to big hits of 90's on yahoo launchcast, make me feel like i'm 10 years younger than how i am today :)

ps : just smile to ppl and u get it back in return.. what a beautiful life.. :)

help!!!!!

And today is the most boring day in my life. The worst and sucks from any day.
And i dont even receive any sms from any friend of mine. And im bored to dead. And why is Sunday this lately is always a boring day for me?? why??

Got any answer me fren?

Tag for charity

I've been tagged by layd^lurv aka ummi.. and its for charity anyway.. And this is my support to u Mr Idham for Darul Izzah Orphanage.

1. A person is only as good as .human being....................................
2. Friendship is always ..good and miserable for me??
3. To love is to..be friends forever and stuck forever?? hehehe
4. Money makes me...happy and greedy and enjoyable
5. I miss ..my memories
6. My way of saying I care is by ..show my concern n responsibility.
7. I try to spread love and happiness by..sending sms just like the others
8. Pick the flowers when..err..im not gonna do that..unless i was miserable enough
9. To love someone is to..to be love in return till the end of time.....
10. Beauty is..mystery..............................................................
11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was..im so happy coz i've got nothing to worry about......................
12. When I was twenty one, I remember..hanging out with mazrin and listen to the cranberries song..................................................
13. I am most happy when .i dont even hav a problem..................................
14. Nothing makes me happier than ..my dream come true................
15. If I can change one thing, I will change..there is no IF in this world.......
16. If smiles were..always fake.........then I..rather be alone.........
17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could..living in the world without corruption
18. If you want to .get some............then you have to ..gain some..............
19. Money is not everything but..if u dont hav money, u got nothing..........................
20. The most touching moments I have experienced is..atas bumbung One Utama.(my secret) ...............
21. I smile when..i wanted to.................................................
22. When I am happy, I..wanna make sure ppl around me also happy....................................
23. If only I don't have to .cry.............., then.....i smile..always....................
24. The best thing I did yesterday was still smiling even in anger
25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title,"..How to live as a loser .................................."
26. One thing I must do before I die is..get married n having a baby.........................
27. Doing this meme, I feel like ..headache hehehe..........................

I'm done doing this.

Mumbling..

Well.. first of all, Happy Birthday to my dear fren and u know who u are. And sorry to you cause i was supposed to call you last night to sing you a birthday song but then i just call u this morning to sing it for you. And sorry also for not accompany you to see ur investors today and i shouldn't say NO to a birthday girl. Im so sorry also cause i'm out of cash to buy something for you on your precious day. I do have plan, but have to cancelled for good reason. And i just can wish u hav a great day and may God bless you my friend. And dont think about how old are u but just think about how nice u are. :)

Next story is..DAMN!!!! Thierry Henry is moving to Barcelona? What the F**k is he doing? Money for sure and new environment. Ermm.. and its not easy for Arsenal to take lead on this new premier season. And by the way, Barca is one of my favourite team outside premier leageu. Im just not happy with the moving anyway and it is not good for Arsenal even they still have alot of young player which is energetic, inspired n hungry for the championship title.

And what's next?? There's nothing more for today unless i already put another few name on my friendlist. And also a few things to settle down this week. Quite lonely but still happy. And i think i need a gf before fasting day. But ..err.. is anyone out there available for me? I mean someone like me? Muahahaha.. just kidding. But some people dont believe me when i told them i dont have a gf. What a life but.. life is still great. Cause for me.. remember dis word " its a nice day to be alive" rite? :)

Till we meet again. Salamss...

Another Boring Day..

Heh.. got nothing to do anyway.. then i read again my blog. Seems like this is not the real me. Too straight, too formal, too boring. But first of all, i wanna show my sympathy to my P lady for loosing her grandpa last few days. And as a friend, i'm so sorry cause i can't be there for you.

And bout the thing that i have to do, i need to postponed for another week coz i do still hav a lot of debt to settle down. And yet, im still not qualified as a wealth advisor cause i have to attend the exam and practical and so on and so on first. But nevermind, no need to rush about every single thing. Go slow but not to slow and still moving, low profile doesn't mean i give up or what. And just wanna let you know one thing, i born in a year of the dragon so..silent before destroy everything. :) well.. i just donno what to say anymore cause my english is not so f**kin good. But broken english will do laaa as long as u guys can understand.

Till then.. for people who still alive in this world, appreciate what u got and enjoy every single moment u have. Cause it's a nice day to be alive.